BLUE & GRAY

It’s like wishing for rain,

While in the middle of the desert

Looking out in the window,

In a very sunny weather

Why does rain still pour down;

When the clouds are now scattered?

Will the moon shine so bright;

When the sky is still blue?

I was about to arrive

There you go disappearing

You said you were there

Again, you just went missing…

It’s like I’m lost in translation

Though I know what I was meaning

Thought, really, I was fine

But I find myself thinking…

Said to myself, I am able.

Put it all together for I can do it all.

Thrown myself into believing

That I can always be anything

I cried out loud

Does anybody hear me, screaming?

I strained myself too much

Did someone see me attempting?

I was wishing, praying, hoping,

For I’m still hurting, breaking, burning,

Am I healing, recovering

From this pain I’m in…

I’m looking out for the sun

In the middle of a dark grey ceiling;

I was hurt to realize

That it was me I was searching…